My life have make a big change. Bad days is over and the good ones is coming, I so happy that i got such good friends by my side. There may be still some family problem arising time to time but i felt that what i have now, is good enough.

Oh ya, for those who are collecting their o's soon, good luck man. To peiyi: don't be so stressed up, you will be able to make it. GOGOGOGOGO.... jia you...

To that someone, you should know who. Take care you are sick le, get more rest.

I Love You~

xOOx - 7:42:00 pm

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xOOx - 2:54:00 am

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I filled with the best day of my life now. Hope it will last forever. This is what i have been waiting for so long. I am happy now, not sad anymore. For you i shall put my love for you....

-sealitwithakiss-

xOOx - 12:25:00 am



Today, have a family outing since i don't have my drum lesson today. Firstly, we went to Teahouse for dim sum for breaklunch. *hehe* We have a heavy breaklunch, it have been so long i ever have fun day. Not to forget, my brother's gf also joined us. After dim sum, we make our way to this temple at tpy. Need to pray to this god. Then all of us joined. Me as a free-thinker, just listen to what my mother say.

Was there for about a hour, then we didn't have any programme. So we decided to go my godsis's hse to visit her new-born baby. I am a goduncle already. *old old* The baby is so cute, she is a girl. Forgot to take a photo throught my hp. She is so small, didn't dare to carry her. Then my auntie and cousin are playing manjong, then i join them because they missing one leg. Not playing money so is alright, because i don't play with money or i should say i don't gamble at all.

Play for a while then we need to leave already. Then we send brother's gf home then we went to clementi to eat fishhead bee hoon. As usual, now i rotting in front of this labtop.

-tired tired tired-

xOOx - 8:36:00 pm





xOOx - 11:02:00 am



*yawn yawn* Today is the second day of chinese new year. There is no cny atmosphere for me at all. Just did some house visiting of the usual relatives. With that fake simile saying hi, happy new year, shake hand, collect hongbao, etc. So fake, so fake.

Today, i will be rotting at home, relative coming my house. Nothing to do, bored by my boredness. Chatting online with peiyi, try to cure this illness of boredness. whahaha. No other people to entertain me.

Don't know what to post already, shall stop here. Tata.


xOOx - 1:58:00 pm



Today is Chinese New Year Eve, did not go school today. Intially there is no class, but that Mr Chow suddenly say his lesson is still on. Since I play lazy so i shall pay the price of not going to school for his lesson.

Didn't have a good mood this morning, i just hate my parents. Can't they just shut the fuck up and just compromise with each other. *fucked up* Watched Prince of tennis and did some reading on ipc the whole morning. I slept my whole afternoon throught and now rotting in front of the computer. *yawn yawn* I still feeling sleepy.

Reunion dinner later, I found out that we lost the meaning of having it already. there is already no meaning of having such dinner to me, so sick of bringing myself to simile in front of each other. It is so fake. Shall stop here, update later.

-fake heart fake simile-


xOOx - 5:05:00 pm



Sick boy need some care here, anyone willing to take care of him. *hehe* Today, as usual have class in the morning. Took my father's van down to school, with the lazy attitude. Have ipc lecture in the morning but brought the wrong lecture to school, in the end i was there rotting all the way. Helping aaron to do out the elective name list. Just playing lazy in the whole 2hrs.

After that, went to clementi gym with aaron. I did quite lightly today because of the cold i having today. Try to keep at average number i can do. After that went back to school at canteen 4 for lunch. Then have the mst1 pract. Got back my common test result. Kind of disappointing, but it is 77/100. As i finish my mol, I was allow to leave early. I left, and went home. Wanted to meet her but she say she still not done so i make my way home then.

Reach home, wash up and drop on to the bed and started sleeping until 6+pm. Woke up and have dinner and i think i'm feeling better already. Shall be missed and missing for the next few days because of the chinese new year. Nope will be fun in some ways.

Tomorrow, shall be rotting at home and do some packing of my table and start reading the textbook for MB, IPC, etc. Having reunion dinner in the evening time at the same place last year. I forgot what i have last year already. Seafood and more seafood if i'm not wrong.

-Miss, Missing, Missed-


xOOx - 11:03:00 pm



Today is such a confuse day. Alright, have my durm lesson just now. Vent my mood on the durm, hit it hard. Today, richard not around, a replacement teacher is here. After that, went to one of the loyang temple. then have dinner at one old seafood restaurant we use to have went we stay at paris ris.

After dinner, went to PR park and bring my parent to fishermen village and look around. The atmosphere there is getting better since the last time i went there. There I have some deep thinking but still have not come out with an answer yet.

After that, we got back to the car and went back home. Before heading back home, my father went back to office and collect the office's van and drove back home. Then my father and mother on the van and me and my brother on the car. Then we head back home.

Here me again, rotting in front of this computer.

-Will I able to make a choice out of the 3 ways?-


xOOx - 10:22:00 pm

I'm still as confused as ever. I don't know what is going on my mind. I'm such a loser. *omg* But nothing go right ever since last year. When I finally make up my mind, something just pop up like that. And I think i have loss it all.


Confused heart? Must I be in this situation? *sigh*

-nothing to say-


xOOx - 11:36:00 am

Just put down the phone with rj and milton. Shall update what i did the whole afternoon and night just now. Met my friend out today. Went to Sim Lim to check up something then walk down to Bugis street. I brought my black and white sex band liao. After so many breakage of it.

Then went to bugis junction and walk around. *shit!* I still can't find the f50+ shirt. *argh* Then we make our way to suntec city. Shop around then i saw stanley. Brought as promoter. He going NS in april. haha. Then walk to city link, then went up the raffle place shopping centre. Have my dinner at cafe cartel.

Then went to One Fullerton and have star gazing. Haiz. What is my mind thinking? *Argh*

O M G. . . argh argh.... I try my best to have this wall between us but it seem that i broke the wall. The past has just huanted me the same thing. I feel so lost again. I don't wish to step into another knot. I'm stepping too deep in. I need to re consider again. I shall have an answer soon. Hope it is soon.

3 ways. First, stay where am I and don move. Second, contiune going. Lastly, WAIT for an answer.

Confused. Lost. I getting what i got i used to get. The feeling is just there, it is for me to cultivate it. If I want or don't want. Wake up PANG JIAN SHENG JASON. Where are you heading? Which path? Which path?

Don't ever play with feeling? Thats in my Jason's Logic. So I need to give an answer to myself soon, which will answer everything for now.

I have been giving advise about relationship but now i am useless at answering them to myself.

-lonely soul with a confused heart+++++


xOOx - 1:37:00 am



*AHHHHHHH* My body is aching after the swim yesterday. The feeling of aching is so shiok. I have been rotting the whole morning. Watched Prince of tennis animation and ate my breaklunch. Nothing special done today.

I will going out later with my friend later. Don't wish to rot at home today. =p Because my parent will do their usual things at home which make me very fan. So i want to stay out. Today should have soccer training but i not going because I am still tired by the common test. Have not sleep well because of it.

I suddenly have this feeling of beening singleship for this moment. Don't wish to get into any relationship with anyone. *sigh* I know it is very stupid to say this but I also don't know why I will think this way. Maybe, it is the past that is still haunting me. Enough of it, I shall not think too much and contiune my way through. I need some advise. *sigh 2X*

Shall go pack my room and get really to go out. Meeting my friend at 2.30pm. =)

"All alone, So alone, The pain will last forever. . ."


xOOx - 1:48:00 pm



Its is our holiday and we still need to attend make-up lecture. Went to school at 9am today for make-up IPC lecture. Try to pull myself up this morning, I was so damn tired. Reach the lecture hall 10mins late, but as usual she haven't started her lecture yet. She started the topic Gases and Thermochemistry today. I was so tired, i think only 70% went into my brain.

After class, waitng for hansheng because he got this iac meeting. Then ong li hui came to us to ask for benny's number. GOOD LUCK FOR YOU BENNY. Then we have a lecture and student with her. Asking if fish or plant is better? She advise us abit and we talk about some uni stuff. We make our way to C2 and play a game of basketball. Today i make a few Canoe team people fall. *hehe* Not my fault also, if they want to jump, please jump and see where are they. =P After basketball, went to the school pool and have a swim. Lap after lap of swimming with jia feng and hansheng. So long never have sure kind of swimming. One word to summaries it. "SHIIOK!"

After swim, have a bite at canteen 2 and i make my way home after that. Didn't feel like going out. No mood to also. Sorry. =( And there is me, rotting in front of this computer and typing out this blog.

++.lonely.soul--------


xOOx - 8:18:00 pm

倒带


曲：周杰伦 | 词：方文山 | 编：钟佐泓

我受够了等待你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆
找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来 你累积给的伤害
我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在

而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏 已经碎成太多块
要怎么拼凑跟重来

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来 终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

xOOx - 1:42:00 am



I'm a lonely soul. Single and unwanted. What a sad life i have. I went to orchard today alone. Initally the plan is to go out with the guys. But I don't feel like going out with girls in group since i already did so yesterday, so when jiafeng say there is girls going that why i don't wan to go with them. Turn out I went alone there. I wanted to call someone else to go but since she never my sms so forget it. 70% Correct =(.

Went to Far East to get the shirt i want. The sales girl talk to me. *wah wah wah* Not bad-looking also. I said that I came by yesterday and she ask me did I saw her yesterday. Then asked me this and that. Cute and sweet. Maybe my age-group or older. First time, ever a sales girl who is so sociable. With her good attitude i shall visit that shop more offen if i need any top or bottom.

After that, walk around Far East then make my way to paragon M1 shop to pay my bill and apply for giro account. Since I'm lazy to everytime make payment manually. So let the IT do it part. Carry on my way to Heeren and got a crumpler bag for my camera. Then went in HMV got the Jay Zhou Concert Live VCD. Then make my way back to Ngee Ann City. Went to kinokuniya and got Prince of Tennis comic book 3-10. Then follow-by going back to Levi shop and collect my 510 jeans.

This is what a lonely soul did in a day. Sadded with no answer no reply. Disappointed by waiting. No more happiness, No more happiness.

"Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the drought, SAD AND DISAPPOINTING."



xOOx - 5:15:00 pm

Finally, the last paper is over and we are going to have break before we get back to school. The ipc paper was moderate. After the paper, went town with benny kenny clara janis niaoniao. 6 of us being lazy, share and took a cab down. First stop, Far East Plaza. We have some bites at BK before our shopping feast. I went to this shop and i saw the shirt there look not bad, i regreted not getting them. *ARGH* We are walking round and round of FarEast for 1hr+ then we make our way to Wisma.

We walk and did some window shopping there. Shopping has become a hobby to me. *hehe* It is not more a girls' thing. And we make our way to Ngee Ann City. We enter the levi shop. O M G. I brought A LEVI 510 JEANS. I lend benny $20 and i paid $129 for that jean. I like it. Going to get a shirt and a belt to accompany it. Afte that we cont our shopping at heeren and final we stopped at Cine food court for dinner at 9+pm. *lol*

Things to get for Chinese New Year

• A belt
• A shirt
• A shoes/shipper*MAYBE*

I deprived from sleep and so I shall a good sleep tonight. Recharge energy and contiune shopping again tomorrow. Shopping Rules.....

[12 more days] I still don't know what to give her. How? How? How? *fan fan fan* chocolate? puzzles? cross sitch? omg what should i do? can someone help me? please help in need? argh...

i think i'm getting a small quzzle for her. after getting some help from someone. Thanks.



xOOx - 11:14:00 pm



I'm super tired... I just back from study at JE library. I'm like their member, keep visiting it every study break ever since i enter poly. Intially my plan for today is to study at home, but staying at home is a bad choice. I can't concentrate. So i make up my mind and make my way to JE library. I sms sheryl and ask her to join.

I reached JE at about 1pm+. And I saw niao niao and clara. Both busy mugging there. *haha* I went to another table, so not to disturb them. Then chao sms me said he want to join also. I study alone for like 1hr then sheryl came and followed by chao. study study study.. blah blah blah... Study until like 6pm+, sheryl need to go. Then left me chao niaoniao and clara. We study until 7+pm and make it an end. But it is still early to get home at that time(i got my reason why!!!!), so i took the 198 to Boonlay(which took 45mins) then transfer to 172 to CCK(which took 30mins). I walk around Lot1 and got some stuffs. After that I made my way home.

There you are... i typing this post before going back to mug for tomorrow paper. IPC... redox, concentration, mole, ppm, molarity, m1v1=m2m2... blah blah blah.... This words have been flying around my mind for the past few days. Hope the paper will be easy. =)

I shall go back to mug. cya...

"You are so near yet so far~" =(




xOOx - 9:44:00 pm


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