Just put down the phone with rj and milton. Shall update what i did the whole afternoon and night just now. Met my friend out today. Went to Sim Lim to check up something then walk down to Bugis street. I brought my black and white sex band liao. After so many breakage of it.

Then went to bugis junction and walk around. *shit!* I still can't find the f50+ shirt. *argh* Then we make our way to suntec city. Shop around then i saw stanley. Brought as promoter. He going NS in april. haha. Then walk to city link, then went up the raffle place shopping centre. Have my dinner at cafe cartel.

Then went to One Fullerton and have star gazing. Haiz. What is my mind thinking? *Argh*

O M G. . . argh argh.... I try my best to have this wall between us but it seem that i broke the wall. The past has just huanted me the same thing. I feel so lost again. I don't wish to step into another knot. I'm stepping too deep in. I need to re consider again. I shall have an answer soon. Hope it is soon.

3 ways. First, stay where am I and don move. Second, contiune going. Lastly, WAIT for an answer.

Confused. Lost. I getting what i got i used to get. The feeling is just there, it is for me to cultivate it. If I want or don't want. Wake up PANG JIAN SHENG JASON. Where are you heading? Which path? Which path?

Don't ever play with feeling? Thats in my Jason's Logic. So I need to give an answer to myself soon, which will answer everything for now.

I have been giving advise about relationship but now i am useless at answering them to myself.

-lonely soul with a confused heart+++++


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