In not less than 9hours i will sit for my mb paper. How sick can it be? Stress level have hit quite high today. Just 200% than the usual. Hope that the paper will be a easy one. Don't wish to re-take it. Alright, today have been mugging alone at woodlands library. And it really help, which as usual i stay at home wouldn't study.

Alright meet dear for dinner after mugging then send her home. That all for my day. Tired and full of bacteria and fungi in my head. Shall be dreaming of them tonight ba. It has been so long i become so stress.

Alright, good luck guys. Have fun dreaming staphylococcus and peusdomonas or even saccharomyces and also cannot forget escherichia. They all are very good friends of mircoorganism. hehe...

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xOOx - 12:08:00 am



Finally, yesterday i have a early sleep after so many days. Anyway, thanks to tose who have been encouraging me this few days. Thanks. I will be alright after exam ba, i hope ba. Alright back to mugging. cya.. ciao

xOOx - 10:29:00 am



I'm back with the second blog of the day. Changed the blogskin after browsing Blogskins.com. After changing the skin. I have make up my mind to make a new skin by myself during the holiday. This include the one i promise peiying to do for her. 1 Blog skin Project, 1 major website template for myself. After holiday, I start learning my driving already. And learn some new skill from CC.

I want to make myself more worth in the market. So i going to learn new skill.

Things to do for Upcomings.

March
29 - MircoBiology Paper
31 - IPC Paper
- Dental Appointment

April
4 - Chalet (2D1N)
5 - Chalet (3D2N)
7 - DnD @ Grand Hytt
16 - Trial Camp(3D2N)
29 - Oversea @ Shanghai(8D)

May
16 - LSCT FoC 2005/06
24 - Sch Reopen

Inaddition to this. I will start my training for NAFA, get myself off those fats. Get my driving lisence. Learn skills. I wan to study hard.

I hope i can fulfil to those thing above. Really hope. Hope someone will support me through this time.

xOOx - 7:26:00 pm

Have not been sleeping well for the past few day. Have not been studying enough for the past few days too. Slacking and slacking. Having this headache and tiriness in me. It look like alot of people is getting sick around because of either the recent haze or the exam. I have not been sleeping well too, getting restless and restless. My record 4am for this week. I just can't get myself to cool down and go into my dreamland.

Just thinking about the upcoming 2 paper is just enough to stress me up and up to sky. Just hope that i can get through it and have fun during the holidays. Going oversea, going chalet, going foc, having camps, having training... pack with all the fun thing ahead for me. But i just can't feel any fun out of it.

Recently, i been quiet which i don't usually do. Just can't think of anything to say or chat on. Sorry if i neglect any of you and even my dear. I have never feel this way, just that i getting stress up. Getting tired too.

I miss my secondary's days. I really miss those days where the whole class is so fun. All the small little things are just so memorable. Memories just fill my mind than those exam. Last year, at this point of time lots of things happened too, they are all the past. I don't anyone will remember anything which just 1 year old on the very day of Good Friday. But i do.

I remember what i did and what happened the whole day. I'm just becoming more and more emotional nowadays but i just don't show it out. My mood is swinging around but i just kept smiling just not to make others worry. I currently have a hell one group of crazy friends in np. But i neglected my sec sch friends, i felt so fucking guilty. 7 years of friendship, look what i have done just to accomandate my time with gls' activities, am i stupid? YES, that the answer. stupid me. I have to many clique. one big group of GLs, one group of crazy gang, one group of never parting soul, adding to it my relationship.

Oh my God. I getting sick of myself. Giving up Giving up? Can i ever give up first? Enough of complainting already shall get back to study.

-LOST TO MYSELF-

xOOx - 4:09:00 pm



手放开

我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開城門對著夜幕發呆
看著往事　一幕一幕　再次演出你我的愛

我把電視機打開聽著聽著別人的對白
也許那些事情可以給我一個交代
你要的愛　我學不來　眼睜睜看情變壞　眼睜睜看情感慨

不能給你未來　我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待　當眼淚留下來
傷已悄在　分開也是另一種明白
我給你最好的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋
最好的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台　有人走就有人來
我的心是一個車牌　寫著等待

我把收音機打開聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴　還在胸懷　我無法輕易推開　我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害

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yet another nice song by li sheng jie... :p

xOOx - 11:04:00 pm

alright... took out some of my time to update thoday's mst1 paper... kumar screw him... got storm still go hiking for wad.. make us all loss 10 marks for nothing... u go die better.. arghhh... alright today's mst1 paper is alright but i still hoping and praying hard for an A for it... my gpa 3.0 for this sem is up to it liao...

alright... have been slacking all the afternoon through.. shld start revising the mb liao.. so there go me... cya next time... hehehhehe

xOOx - 9:26:00 pm



ho ho ho... miss kang pei yi has finally help me update my blog... lol... alright.... yupp.. i currently busy with exam... so my right hand ger will help me update some lame things into this blog.. lol... whahhaha... have fun reading her lame comment ba.. whahaha

xOOx - 10:20:00 pm

okz... i'm too bored so i'm here to blog for jason pang... he is currently too busi with his exam to blog bout his recent events n happening... so, i m here to help... He juz bought his wu dao bag from adidas.. weird how come he can go buy bag when he is suppose to be studyin, kz, bt then tts then tts nt the main point... so nvm...

actualli also dunno wad to update for him... is anione hu is readin this curious who i m? heez.. i'm a future student of TP-hospitality n tourism management.... i'm juz tryin to be lame cuz i m seriously tryin to pass time...

xOOx - 11:56:00 am



Hmmm... Did the surrounding changed or i have changed? It seem that everyone are showing their true face after knowing it, it is so fake. I dunno la. And suddenly friends around are feeling sad too, hmmm hope that they will be alright soon. Cheer up.

As for me, i don't know what happened to me. It seem that i changed. I may seem neglecting my own friends out there, they look so far away when i last saw them. haix. This few week have been tiring for me. Projects and tests which are throw on to me. Trying very hard to relax myself, but i feel that stress out there.

I hoping that after exam, i will have the time i want for myself, for her, for my friends, for my family.

I'm tired. . .

xOOx - 12:55:00 am



Today when out with dear. Initally going to study, but bad lucky is with me.. go where also full of people. in the end went to shop around... i got dear a shirt from 37degree and i also got myself a t-shirt also from there... then went to adidas shop and saw the anniversary shoes and i got it... ahah... that i buy and keep only not wearing.. whahhaa... how lame am i.. whahha... not going to spend money on other thing again...

i will be getting the wu dao bag on my birthday..
i will be getting a new adidas shoes for wearing on chirstmas...

whahha.. that wad i plannin for... whahahha coolllll....

xOOx - 12:42:00 am




The bond come after tonawanda...

xOOx - 12:24:00 pm


Look at this... Friends of NP... We are a batch of lamers...

xOOx - 12:19:00 pm


The family~

xOOx - 10:45:00 am



All my fault... Should not have give empty promise... disappointed you... haix.... sorry sorry la... if i don care i wun have tell u already... haix...

xOOx - 10:57:00 pm



童话

忘了有多久
在没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始荒了
是不是我有作错了什么

你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我原变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀受护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

你哭着对我说
童话里不是骗人的
我不能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我原变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀受护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀受护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀受护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局

xOOx - 12:23:00 am



wahhaha... i too free to change template la... whahah... i am a totally joker... exam coming le.... shall not be active in here for some times again... shall go mug abit and go sleep liao...

xOOx - 11:41:00 pm



Life have so busy that i have not been updating this blog. So my dear reader, i think you all have been waiting for this post for quite a long time already. hehe... i shall update you all of the happening for the past don't know how many days or weeks.

Have been busy with my school work. usually projects that need to be clear and exams comign near and GLs trainings here and there. It have been quite sick to do last mins work, but i need to. hate it. argh.

work work work. that have been crossing my mind for the past few weeks. but at least there is some time for me to feel loved. I'm attached to my dear sheryl. hehe. :p anyway, things have been getting better for me, but the school work sux.... argh....

i think i write until here then... go back to my ipc notes...

xOOx - 10:15:00 pm


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