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Saturday, March 26, 2005
exam's blueeeee

Have not been sleeping well for the past few day. Have not been studying enough for the past few days too. Slacking and slacking. Having this headache and tiriness in me. It look like alot of people is getting sick around because of either the recent haze or the exam. I have not been sleeping well too, getting restless and restless. My record 4am for this week. I just can't get myself to cool down and go into my dreamland.

Just thinking about the upcoming 2 paper is just enough to stress me up and up to sky. Just hope that i can get through it and have fun during the holidays. Going oversea, going chalet, going foc, having camps, having training... pack with all the fun thing ahead for me. But i just can't feel any fun out of it.

Recently, i been quiet which i don't usually do. Just can't think of anything to say or chat on. Sorry if i neglect any of you and even my dear. I have never feel this way, just that i getting stress up. Getting tired too.

I miss my secondary's days. I really miss those days where the whole class is so fun. All the small little things are just so memorable. Memories just fill my mind than those exam. Last year, at this point of time lots of things happened too, they are all the past. I don't anyone will remember anything which just 1 year old on the very day of Good Friday. But i do.

I remember what i did and what happened the whole day. I'm just becoming more and more emotional nowadays but i just don't show it out. My mood is swinging around but i just kept smiling just not to make others worry. I currently have a hell one group of crazy friends in np. But i neglected my sec sch friends, i felt so fucking guilty. 7 years of friendship, look what i have done just to accomandate my time with gls' activities, am i stupid? YES, that the answer. stupid me. I have to many clique. one big group of GLs, one group of crazy gang, one group of never parting soul, adding to it my relationship.

Oh my God. I getting sick of myself. Giving up Giving up? Can i ever give up first? Enough of complainting already shall get back to study.

-LOST TO MYSELF-


xOOx - 4:09:00 pm


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