i just found out that i will be flyingoff tonight... wad the hell... argh... i tot i can go down and see her.. but too bad... i will be only be back on 7 may.. argh.... spliot my plan... anyway... i going off tonight... and wun be back until next sat... i not having the mood to go oversea.. freak this idea of going oversea... i got so many things on next week... but i not attending this and that... wad lao... felt guilty... cos i need to put my frens in trouble to help me do this and that...

argh... anyway going to meet suraj alvin mofo joseph to settle the stomp thingy... i hope to settle things fast.... anyway i will go off at 3 like that ba... haiz...

when you look into the night, i will be also looking into the same night as you even though we are at different place. so near yet so far...

xOOx - 9:02:00 am



Just got back... today went out with peiyi.. look like every tues will be going out with her... went to watch pacifier with her... so funny the show.. nice show.... can go catch it... after moive we went to kino cos i wan to sign up for kino membership... then i dare peiyi that if i buy the POT comic from 11-26 will she carry home.. then she accept then i brought it.. whahaha... i going crazy.. lalala... i saw benny... er hum.... with who ar? whahahha... ni zhi wo zhi... lalalla

after that we head to far east and look for her that mickey mouse wallet... whahaha.. i asked the price... hehehehe... shld i? whahhaha... nvm... then we head to pacific plaza.. look at some adidas stuff and roxy stuff... then peiyi was looking at this roxy wallet... i was there discouraging her... or i think she will be staving for the next 2 weeks le.. whahaha... see i so good.. lalala...

then we went to popular then went back to taka.. then sat down at coffee bean... drank ice-blended mocha... she was there reading the POT then i was there reading the patricia cornwell's cruel and unusual... read until 7.30 then we head to mrt to meet lishi for dinner at suntec... whahahha... have fish n co... my usual... for those who know me... i ate only one thing there... lalalla...

then ate until 9+ going 10 then we head to mrt and make our way home... as usual wait for her to get onto her train before i head for mine.. lalalala..

lastly... checked my timetable.. i get into p04... whahaha.... got ppl like hansheng aaron peiying hongwei... it gotta be fun fun fun... lalala...

-hoping that one day will happened. . .-

xOOx - 11:31:00 pm



Yesterday, went to town again. Town have been my hangout place for this holiday. Met peiying to get her that necklace fix. Met her at far east to eat at this chicken rice stall for lunch. Then we walk around far east to do some window shopping. We head to lucky plaza next in search for this cheap cheap clothes shop. lol. It is some factory outlet type shop, where they sell some defected branded clothing.

after that we head for wisma's bits and pieces shop. someone can't make the different between ngee ann city, takashimaya and wisma... o m g... alright... but with me this tour guide, she finally know which is which.... lol... correct?

then went into the shop and found out that necklace can't be fixed.. so she need to get another one for put the pendant in.... whahahhaa... sorry la... how i know that this necklace so poor quality one.. whahhaha...

then cont some window shopping here and there... and finally went she is at This Fashion, she brought 2 shirts.. whahaha.. :p then she accompany me to s11 to eat this bakmei, not bad.... recommended to eat.. whahhaa...

then we walk until orchard mrt, cos she going home le... whahhah... then i stay around to wait for peiyi to finish work... cos i am too free i make my way back to heeren to shop... then my hand titchy i brought one dcp shirt and one stussy shirt... whahhwha... then i make way back to wisma... to wait for her...

then this end my day... went home with a headache... dunno why... whahaha.. nvm... but quite a packed day... fun.... :p

-zoom into my brain cells and you will see only common thing among all the cells, and thats you-

xOOx - 1:08:00 pm



I shall not go shopping especially when i'mdown, or i will be broke soon. Today, brought one jean, one bems, one t-shirt, one story book, bill... wow.... whahhaha... today went school in the morning to have a group meeting for foc. met until 12+ then me, mofo and nnyl went to c1 for lunch.. then we make our way to je to find this head band for our foc grp... then i took 105 change to 154 with nnyl.. then she alight at kap and i cont to change bus 190 to town... went to seach for doc for my flu vaccine... in the end found one at ps there... lucky it haven close... i'm their last customer.. whahaha...

then make my way back to orchard then last my shopping all the way to 9+ and waited for peiyi outside the shop until 10pm.. whahaha... saw her tired face... i also dunno wad to do... wanted to do something for her.. but i can't... i regretted just now when i saw her.. she say she was hungry... but i didn't buy anything for her to eat.. hai... i sux.... booooo... i such a lousy person... arghhh...

oh ya... got back my result.. my result sux.. and i'm super disappointed... i dunno if i have choose the right course or not... how hard i study i still get this kind of result... haix... ok.. is over... i still hope next sem it will be better for me..

-my dream is your dream, my love may not be your love-

xOOx - 12:33:00 am



星光游乐园
Twins

就像星星落在地面　七彩闪烁世界　游乐园夜色像卡片
旋转木马带我们在飞　我的手让你牵　爱情原来是最香浓咖啡杯
摩天轮里面　独处的时间　我心情游客谁都了解
背包的左边　票根的背面　我趁你不注意偷偷写下心愿

祈祷今夜天空星星不熄灭　在心里约定陪你到永远
抬头看一遍　星星眨眼　现在你就在我身边
我祈祷就让地球停在这瞬间　不聊天静静散步也很美
抬头看一遍　你的侧脸　想当微笑挂你唇边

就像城堡前的花园　爱的幸福感觉　能不能这样都不变
拍张我们合照的相片　烟火停在天边　你的好也停在我的心里面
爆米花香味　带着一种甜　喜欢你开心大笑的脸
背包的左边　票根的背面　我趁你不注意偷偷写下心愿

祈祷今夜天空星星不熄灭　在心里约定陪你到永远
抬头看一遍　星星眨眼　现在你就在我身边（我就在你身边）

我祈祷就让地球停在这瞬间（停在这瞬间）
不聊天静静散步也很美（有你才美）
抬头看一遍　你的侧脸　想到微笑挂你唇边（有你到永远）

我祈祷今夜天空星星不熄灭（它不会熄灭）
在心里约定陪你到永远（我陪你到永远）
抬头看一遍　星星眨眼　现在你就在我身边（我永远在你身边）


this is a nice song... i pray hard to wish, to wish for you....

xOOx - 1:19:00 am



Today, went out with peiyi. met her at bugis, because she say she very long never go there le. wahhaha... the same reason lishi gave me, diao-ed. whahaha... then we went to kinokuniya to search for her chinese story book. but too bad can't find...

then we head into edge, went to puremilk and she saw a t-shirt which is very cute.. she wanted to buy but didn't... we went to another shop and she brought this project faulty t-shirt, she just look nice in everything la... whahah.. then we cont walking around.. then we went to bugis street and og gio... then walk back to bugis junction.. then went to eat sakae sushi... wahaha... then she was there wanted that puremilk tee... in the end.. i say i buy for her loh... hahaha... i will just do anything for her to make her happy...

then after that we walk to suntec to visit lishi... wahhaha... then i finally know wad is iora lao pa is... hahha.. iora boss nick.. wahaha... all of them so excited about their lao pa coming.. whahhaha.. then walk around suntec up and down of suntec... then make our way to town... then walk here and there...

then she brought her skirt and shoes... whahaha... all becos of me again.. whahaha.... i gave all the comments... hehehe... and also her smart ideas la... whahaha... only she know wad i mean here... whahaha... then this end our day by send her to pasir ris mrt then i took back to tampines and took bus 67 home.. whahha.. thats end my day....

xOOx - 1:01:00 am



Back from trail camp + freshmen induction day. O M G.. I got into welfare GLs, where is my food GLs, whahaha... no more planning for nice lunch, dinner, etc. lol. Anyway, on the first day of camp, we met at 8.30am at the convention area. Check-in into our bunk and start making the space for use to sleep.

Was brief about this camp, after that changed into our unwanted clothes. oh ya.. we were divided into 3 groups, named after the theme kopitiam(teh-o,teh-c,teh-bing). I am in the group called teh-o. then after that we play some of the foc game, get used to the game and how to play them. we played telematch, angel and devil and the last for the day was the night walk at 12am... whaaha... try the new route at our new block. i was the 2nd one to go up for the night walk for my group, not that scary but is still this ghosty enironment there. i think when i complete everything, is 1am like tt only, then was there toking with the other be4 me and tok until me and adrian knock up and slept at the road side. lol... by the time everything complete was already 3+am going to 4am. got back to bunk and just knock out and sleep all the way to 8am.

have our breakfast and have some scolding by mahathir and after that we need to clear the rubbish around the campus.... hehehe... then we have our lunch and have free time to ourselves for to bark up on cheers and some other things.

then i need to leave for my drum lesson after that, then they cont with station games. i miss the fun and dirty. hehe.. after games and my drum was wash up and dinner. we got brief on the various committee we are in. then its time to rest. but for some of us we will talking cock until 2am+ be4 we all go to sleep.

hmmmm.... heheheh... then about the induction.. i shall not talk much ba... booooo

xOOx - 10:43:00 pm



So long never did shopping for camp le. Today, when to bb to get my sleeping bag and touchlight. Wanted to get one adidas shoe one, but i can't find it anywhere today. In the end, i gave up on searching it after making my way to jurong point also.

came home around 3+pm then start packing my bag for tmr camp. suddenly i so enthu for camp, usually i only pack my bag at night but today i did it in the afternoon. settle the packing, now i need to drink finish the water inside the 1.5litre bottle, becos my mother go refill it... arghhhh... nvm.. left only 1/4...

need to report at 8.30am tml.. sian so early... i going to deprived from sleep for the next few days again... i gotta miss my bed, my room, my princess.... alright...

okay... i shall not tok much.. rest needed... lalallala

xOOx - 10:06:00 pm



I have not been updating this blog for quite long. Even though i make a short post on tues. Today went to school at 10am for Matriculation Day. Sentence of the day, "Good morning, which course are you from?" Have been saying this for the next 2hrs. I was there talking to huiting, lynn, and ron. Disturbing each other and that violent huiting abused me. Suddenly found out that i got another violent friend.

After Matriculation, went atrium with yichao, yf and sc. yf and sc have ice-cream brownie. waited for them to eat finish then we head for the bus-stop. I took 74 and they waited for bus to market for lunch. I went to kap and change 171 to meet ong lishi at bugis. initially, i wanted to alight at PS and change mrt to bugis but i overslept. When i'm awake, the bus left ps liao. I alight outside ntuc income building and change 7 to bugis. Reach bugis at 1pm, shld be meeting her at 1.30pm but that monkey say she will be late. So i make my way to some window shopping around bugis.

At 2pm, she finally reached. I'm hungry so we went to have pasta at pm. Then accompany her go shopping loh. Who tell her so poor thing, company don't want her liao la, keep giving her off day. lol. Then she make me paiseh la, was at Topshop and she was trying some clothes then she wan to give her opinions then called me to go to the fitting there, then the sales person say this is a ger fitting floor, then blah blah blah. so damn paiseh la.

Then after that, i make up my mind to get that bag at bugis street. But before that, because that lishi make me wait for her for so long she treated me to ice cream. wahahhaha. After buying the bag, we make our to the bus stop to take a bus to town and visit miss kang pei yi... Then went in to iora and was there talking with peiyi only cos i don't know anyone from there. and that lishi was there complainting about she has been off so many time, blah blah blah. Anyway iora is a lady's shop, and a guy is inside, abit weird.

Then after awhile we leave that shop. and make our way to seach for peiyi's chinese story book. but we still can't find it, except for the old and dirty one at kino. Becos my legs are tired so do lishi one, so we went to far east long john and sat down. lishi was readig her comic and i'm reading my story book

After a which we make our way to contiune shopping at far east then i saw janis gan... whahaha... I think i heard someone called my name or wad la, then i look up then saw her. shocked me. whahaha.... Then walk over to wisma to wait for peiyi to finish her work... waited until 8.30pm, then she finally finish her work. we have our dinner outside the shop for some pizza and "big big curry puff" quote by peiyi and lishi.

after that make our way home, as usual sit mrt to raffle place i will send her down the east line then accompany her until her train come. then i will walk up to my line.

tml shall stay at home to prepare for my camp for sat-mon. chionggggg all the way... i'm so damn tired... only one thing that is making me to move on.. guess? if u think u are the one then so be it.. whahahha.... i'm tired.. shall go sleep soon....

xOOx - 11:59:00 pm


darius, lishi, peiyi and me... @chalet 1+1+1+1 = crazy people.. whahaha... i miss the fun i have there....

xOOx - 11:37:00 pm



After the recent incident, i have been rotting at home or go out alone. I have been watching vcd, doing my jigsaw puzzle, sleep late and wake up late. Today i shall go out and walk alone, san san xin will be the word ba. Life have been so boring, i think i'm just fated to be single for a period of time ba.

Shall go out and rot liao. cya.

xOOx - 1:12:00 pm



I'm just not a good guy after all. I just a stupid guy who ruined every single thing that happened smoothly. I can't forget her, i just can't. So i need to give up everything I have, and not regret what i have done. Even I know what i choose would not give me that happiness i wish for, but i just would not give up that one little chance in life. Sorry, I don't mean to hurt you. I just want to do what I always want to do.

A girl who has been so important to me. The girl who has drive me crazy to do things. I just another bad guy and not worth of anything now. I am sick of myself, i hate myself. I lossing myself. Sorry of what i have done. I choose a route of not turn back. I walking straight and not to regret it even though this route is hard to walk throught.

Sorry Sheryl. I'm really sorry. I'm just not that partner of ur life.

xOOx - 10:55:00 am



I am back from my chalet. Shall update the happening for this 4 days. Firstly, i have 2 chalet on this 2 days. On monday, i went to school for DND sub com meeting. Found out that need to reach there early on thursday which is today. *sian diao* I thought that i can some sleep before i go for the duties. But too bad, i need to do what i need to do.

Then after meeting went to NUH to pass my lab coat to jeremy. It was a cold day all the way. And those flies flying around is so irritating. Went to harbourfront straight afterward. Met Adrain and Bernerd for lunch at the market and waited for yichao to come.

At chalet, we did nothing but to chit-chat with all of them. At midnight, we were there persuading huiting to come. It is my fault initally, because i did not felt my phone vibrate at that point of time. Then when i called back, her bus already drove pass harbourfront. Then we have a few game of manjong and cards on the floor. At about 3+am like that we started talking ghost story all the way to 6+am. The funny part was that during this period most of us did not dare to go to the toilet. *lol*

I having goosebumps making my hair stand. We bookout at about 8am and we make our way to market and have our breakfast before i go to PR for another chalet. Sat bus 65 from Harbourfront to Tampines. My butt is so painful. Went over to peiyi's house to collect the food and went over to Lishi house to put them before making our way to Sheng Siong to buy the stuff. Saw eelin over there. And chat with her awhile. Then we contiune shopping together, 4 of us like crazy batch of people, brought things from here and there.

Then we went back to lishi house then make our way to costa sand downtown east. And book-in into our room. Then darius went back home to collect somethings and lishi and peiyi went to eat at mac. As for me i stay in the room and have a bath to refresh myself.

We have BBQ at night, taking photos, making fun of each other. So fun, even though it is a small group of us but it is fun. Bunch of animals. *hahaha* Waiting for the photos to be transfer by darius. After BBQ, we walk all the way to Spiderweb and play at the playground. Then make back to the room and wash up. Contiune with manjong with the enthu of darius. 3 of us are like entertaining him only. *lol* I play until i half-awake half-asleep. I can feel that i dropping already. Then we make our way to dreamland at about 3+am if i'm not wrong.

We woke up at 9am, should be me woke up at 9am. *hehe* Then wash up and darius as usual he need to go home to collect somethings. Then 3 of us need to wait for him at chalet before we move off to Century to watch The Eye10. It is such a disappointment, it is not scary or funny. Super lame show. Not recommended to watch.

After that we make our way to Aijisen and have our lunch. Ate Tom yun la mian, quite alright. We are there gossiping about this guy called jason LEE. *lol* Afterthat, we make our way to back. We have another session of pool, broke my promise not to play pool. But never mind. We have instant noodle for dinner after another session of manjong. Watch Dolphin at the bay together, darius was there asking this and that because 3 of us all watch before. *hehe* Then after that watch tv all the way to 11pm. Then we have 2 games of bowling but peiyi can't play because of her thumb injury.

Went back chalet and have a few game of manjong before lishi need to pack up to go home because she can't stay overnight for that day. We walk her home all the way to her house. We walk back to central, initially wanted to eat but all of us were like too full. So we buy some drinks and walk back to our chalet.

Initially, Peiyi wanted me to accompany her to watch the live soccer match but don't know who went to sleep first ar? *lol* Then i watch until 30mins, i also cannot tahan so i make my way to sleep. Woke up at 7.30am this morning, brush my teeth already but that 2 idiot still there sleeping all the way to 8am. Bookout at 8:30, thats the end of my long week, coming up later will be the D&D. I shall go bath and start getting ready.

I started to get confuse over things again. I hope thing to get smooth again. I just miss the old days. Do you? If i'm able to make a decision soon i will choose the past. But i'm just confuse again.

xOOx - 10:20:00 am



hahaha... Since i have my mp3 source back, i shall share with all of you all... but the link will be up for 1 week from today....

[MP3 Source Down]



xOOx - 11:18:00 pm


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