Why must i come into a world to suffer? Why must i have such character? Why can't all of us live happily? Why is can't there be a trust in everyone? Why can't they just live the way it should be? Why is there difference in everyone? Why can't they be the same? Why can't life be happy?

i hate myself being like that now. . . I can choose not to be in this way... being attitude.. but i just felt that i just can't talk to them already... wad you say is right... but i can never forgive them... they make a deep cut in me... which the way i'm now, just come out from the past...

i want to choose my future and not being set by "someone" already... I want everyone to be happy, i don't want anyone to suffer... haix.... if only i have the power to do so...

shall tok about recent happenning.. have been going to sch like nobody business... have flag painting... still alright... then performace practise... still alright.. xiao zhu my partner... then the adventure camp organise com meeting... i'm the sea expedition OIC... i think my next sem will be busy with it liao...

shall look forward and not thinking of wad i heard... i wan my life be happy... but i'm still as down as ever... i know i cant have the best of everything... but i just want it to be happy ... can i?

xOOx - 10:08:00 pm


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