i hate myself...
Why can't you just understand my stand?
You should know me?
Did I ever reject you anything?
You tell me to make it for this and that,
i will make it. . .
this time,
why?
why can't?
why can't you just think that is not only about the foc only?
why can't you think that is about other things?
I got so much thing inside me that you don't know?
My future is stressing me so much that i don't want it to happen. . .
i just want you to be happy. . .
What i heard, i hope will not further stress me. . .
i love you and i hate myself. . .
i hate myself. . .
i hate myself i hate myself. . .
i hate myself. . .
  
:)jjasonn
:)14 August 1986
:)Ngee Ann Polytechnic
:)Dragon Boat; Group Leader
:)jjasonn@gmail.com[email]
:)mrfishnchips@gmail.com[MSN]
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=)Long term(=
:) Soulmate
:) a happy family
:) Full Drum Set
:) Sony Ericsson W800i
:) Get the NPDB Paddle
:) BTT
:) ATT
:) PDL
:) driving license
:) $$Money$$
:) Army Career or Teaching
=)Short term(=
:) Join DragonBoat
:) Study Hard
:) 512mb Memory Stick
:) adidas originals Power Jersey
:) nike sport green singlet
:) rip curl and Quicksilver singlet
:) board pants
 
:) skipping rope
:) 2.4km timing 10mins flat
:) cut my weight to 65kg
:) a watch
:) running shoe
:) crumpler sling bag
:) printer
:) scanner
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