Sunday, June 26, 2005
i hate you
I Just wanne live
Good Charlotte
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are creepin about
These people are freakin me out (these days)
It's getting hectic anywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all want to know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see?
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
I rock a law suit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm getting divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone talking on the phone
Got an interview with the Rolling Stone
They're saying, "Now you're rich, now you're famous"
Fake ass girls all know your name and Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous
Your first hit aren't you ashamed
Of the life, of the life, of the life we're living
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Stop messing around, boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans, boy
Said every one of our teachers
Look out, you better play it safe
Never know what hard times will come your way
We say, where we're comin from
We've already seen the worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
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i just wanne to live happily.. but coming back home just make me worse... looking at my father my mother... they are just children who cant make their own mind... i hate them... i really do... thought that they have wake up after telling them tt time... here come them again... freak them... just giving me more problem... i already so down already.. and i need to care about both of u... quarrel about money... fuck you all.. wake up can or not.... you making me sick and tired of coming back home... going out with frens make me more happy than looking at both of u quarreling... i just hope someone will understand me... trying to find someone to chat to.. but i dont see a reply from anyone.... this is sick... frens will come when u need them... but just a simple reply i also nv receive... i so sadded... forget it...
look... i getting sick of my life day by day... where is my angel? where is my rainbow? where is my close friends who will listen to me? they all just don't care already... they have their own frens and i think they forget about me... im breaking away from reality... i hope that i will stay in my dream forever so that i will have all the happy event i always wanted...
and where is my angel... you are that angel last time and now you are still that angel... make me happy when you see me... please... pardon me if i will to be bad temper for this few days...
who may read this... i will be alright soon... just cheer me up ba...
-for she is my love but now she just a past. . .-
xOOx - 11:47:00 pm
