thats it... wad ever i done is down the drain... i feel so disappointed... and sadded... trying to get you attention but it seem you nv even care..look as thought im just nothing to you... why im i so affected... arghhhh... this few days have been a down point... feeling out of place... is it i think too much...
I AM JUST DREAMING.... STOP DREAMING...
why am i so affected? i dunno... putting a mask up just not to show my true self... actting as thought i don care... but.. but.. it seem you nv even care at all... why must i be so good... always trying to be that good person but in the end ppl just in the end don even appreaciate... i did too much for one when i forget the others... others call me to cont others call me to give up... who shall i cont? which step shld i step for? or shld i just cont with a route and seach for a new journey toward my life...
xOOx - 2:31:00 pm