i'm just feeling bored and tired... time is just getting slower and slower... it seem that life is getter unfair and more unfair... sometime when you think through... the things that one have done in the past is just go down to the drain... oh man... i hate my life... when will it be positive? i'm just questioning myself...

my current life is just in this circle.. study... when will i have time to really think more for others... my friends my family... sometime i just hope i can do something for others.. i just dont wish anyone to suffer... my father my mother... (even thought i hate them because they quarrel of money) i just hope to help them on something... but i dunno how...

looking toward at my frens... i just find myself guilty when i cant help my fren when they are in need of support.... haix... wad happened to me... the recent hurricane kitrina in americas... looking at those photos of death, picture of those suffering... my heart do hurt... i think i going to become monk somedays...

haix.... life life life...

-you are my fate. . .-

xOOx - 8:53:00 pm


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