Saddness... boreness... tireness... stressness...
exam is just round a corner and i jsut feel more stress looking at those thick lecture notes.... reading them like reading a bunch of foreign language... haix... wad is happening... struck in clubhouse... with one ccta notes and i only like cover one part of the lt notes ba...
slept at only 3+am ytd... or shld i said today... thinking back.. i shld be guilty in alot of thing.. im just sorry for wad i have done... hate me if anyone need too... im just not me now... hope to give up alot of thing so to cool things off... but i just cant... they are just coming in everytime...
when will i break away from this circle... feeling so lost... why are ppl so fake... a family? dont say it when u cant accept other... this is not a family i once called... no way i will accept it... i gave up so much and i got this shit... is so disappointing... there is no point and passion for it anymore...
everything is just my fault....
-saddness + stress = nt okay-
xOOx - 11:59:00 pm