I think i asked for it that caused me to be like that.
Self-reflection....
was sitting outside hmv alone staring on the tv...
STARE... waiting for time to past....
i think i was at fault ba...
always thinking that you gave me chance when you are not...
with my character... a nv give up atittude...
and in relationship is also same...
maybe this cause all this problem...
i think you are right... and i will respect the decision...
good fren.. and it will stay as is it....
i think i choose to sms the right person...
peiyi.. thanks...
maybe toking with you just make me cool down and think properly...
as usual.. it just crapping with u but it help...
meeting you just now just cheer me up abit...
even though you keep shooting me today...
but is alright...
you seem to be the one i want to turn to... but this time i cant turn to you but to others...
-i just hate myself forever... cont to hate me...-
xOOx - 11:27:00 pm