Sunday, October 02, 2005
Time Check 1:00am...
Just cant get myself to sleep even though i'm physically tired. Sure that i know i'm acting out when toking to her now. Try to act like nothing happened but deep inside me i love to tell her that "i love you" i don't wish her to know that. When i saw her today, trying to act again. Im just a good actor ba. Sometime the "six sense" of mine, i did felt about her just before we saw her at suntec. When i saw her, i tot i saw the wrong person but my eyes is telling the truth. And thats her. Happiness struck me for a moment but i know you never ever will accept me. Its just like peiyi, the same ever things happened to me again.
chatting with her online wasn't different like last time but more coldness. offically this blog will be secret to me only. is just a private blog for me to post my feeling ba. since she wan to hide hers from me so i will do so for mine. sorry huiting... i don mean to be like tt... just that i cant accept fact so easily. i don't why cant you accept but is your choice i will respect it. i dont mean to spy your blog but i wanted to know.
reality hurts...
xOOx - 1:23:00 am
